An Assumedly Original Title

inspired by skylar

rushing air makes static
but the whisteling makes music
and white noise turns to voice
whispering things
like hold on
and that landing will be ok

mental note

though genuine, my last post sucked. mental note - do not post anything past 1 am. even 1 am is pushing it.

A 3am prayer

Don't ask, but, I wish, dare I invoke the gods and pray (?), that my friends who deserve super-great girls would get some super-great girls who are also deserving of them. I had one of those moments tonight where one of those friends was looking at a girl and had already resigned himself to a fate of fatelessness with that girl. I was angry, not because of his resignation, but because he was probally correct in his assumption of that girl - that she would opt for the muscle-bound dolt over the insanely funny wit, the appropriate and charming charisma, the kind and aching heart that he (my friend) posesses which the dolt does not. I wonder if I could give up love so my friends could have it, if I would.

But then, I'm sure there are women out there for these friends of mine. They will be beautiful in so many aspects and well worth the wait.

Crossing my fingers.

Time to wake up in 5 hours to the Lakewood parade which will be streaming through the street directly below my apartment.

Hells yes! oh wait. no.

The shinier, more healthy, veggy option

Today my roomate, Miles, bought some sausage. "Cacique" beef chrizo sausage to be exact. The ingredient included are, but not limited to, these vile, disgusting, gut-wrenching fun-funs:

Ingredients: beef (salivary glands, lymph nodes, fat [cheek and tongue])...and so on...

Things like this make me seriously contemplate vegetarianism.

Back up and running

We now have the internet hooked up. I now have a desk. We have a drink mixer.

Does anyone want to buy me a digital camera and/or a camera phone?

Daddy kept his camera.  :-(

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There are many things that are buzzing around my mind right now. I will talk about none of those things at this point in time. Rather, I want you all to know that we don't get any internet in our place till Friday - but I am currently siphoning a wireless connection off of someone nearby. I love ignorent computer users. That's all really.

PETA SHMETA!

Screw PETA, click this to see the best thing ever!

for the three of you who read this.

I recognize that any logical person would read my last post and be lead to believe that I was talking about a lady.

Nope, I was purposely misleading.

I was actually talking about my shit-fest audition in SF. I just thought I would, now, make that clear so as to prevent any inquiries into my dreary love life, or lack thereof. Well, a couple more days until I settle back into the old humdrum schedule of school, life, and the inane minutiae of an agenda set in Lakewood, Colorado. At least I have you all.

Fuck G4 tv and that stupid show, which I actually like, but I need to vent somehow. Damnit.

The woes of dissapointment

Some girls set themselves up for heartbreak. Some guys do too. I am one of those guys.

Well at least I got some new pics uploaded from California. Check em out. And for the love of God, would you people comment? I need some sort of affirmation, especially now.

and the verdict is...

Yea, wow. Well, I stood in line from about 11:30am till about 4pm. For what? For a one minute moment of spectacular nerve-wracking embarrasment. We were given a paper with lines. I muffed em up. I was more nervous than...than something that is known to be super nervous. Nonetheless, at least I got asked some questions after finishing my little line. Most people got asked no questions, especially at the end of the day, which is when I got in there.

I'm not banking on anything. It'd be nice to have a callback, but probally not realistic. It was fun, either way, and I met a few cool people (which is what every loser says when he or she realizes their pathetic (in)ability to speak in front of a camera and, thus, resign themselves to a life of inane and redundant work in making money for the big cheese and little for yourself. I wanted that, only in front of a camera).

I'm going to order expensive Tiramisu from the room service menu now. And then, tonight, I'm going to eat fresh crab off of pier 39. And then, tomorrow, I'm coming bag to Colorado. And then...awww.